02:14

I don't know what it means. But it's been 2a.m but I'm still stucked with my Blacky (re: Bleki). I don't know. It's like I don't understand my own feelings. I'm not fine. I'm not good. I'm in pain. Deepest pain, and it's hard to be fixed. I need someone who is really understand about me, my life, my feelings, and my everything. I hate that omdo person. I hate that kind of people.

I heard you speak but now it kills me. Just to hear you say the simple things. Now waking up is hard to do. Sleeping's impossible too. Everything's reminding me of you.

Kapan. Kapan kamu sadar kalo aku kangen kamu. Kapan kamu sadar kalo kangen yang aku rasain ini beda sama yang dulu. Kapan kamu sadar kalo sekarang uda ga kaya dulu. Kapan kamu sadar kalo dulu itu menyenangkan. Kapan kamu sadar kalo aku butuh kamu. Kapan kamu sadar kalo aku sekarang lagi nge-down. Kapan kamu sadar kalo sekarang ini aku ga bercanda. Kapan kamu sadar. Kapan. Kamu. Sadar.

Kapan kamu sadar kalo postingan ini buat kamu?